the inspiration it takes to do this
why should I hear any of it? do this, do that, do what? am I an artist, am I not? am I the right color? am I the right sex? what school did I go to? do I have formal training?
what does it matter? I am just going to do....what I want to do. I don't need your advice, I will not ask for it. I see it this way, we are all right, we are all wrong. we harbor and we premeditate, we judge and we are judged. we want heroes and we dream fantasy, I am neither,
I am me. but I am exclusive. I am above none of it, I am the total package. rags to riches, american in paris, jack of all trades, welcome to McDonald's may I help you please. and yes, I once wrote on walls.
and to think, for this and some latter day contributions, people respect me. funny how I got what I wanted. but it cuts deeper than this short story. it's about being individual, unique and different, we all are. I lead better than I follow, so I'll lead, be a leader, a pointman for your protection. you can feel secure with me up here, where the road divides and where booby traps lay. this is what I do. I clear mines, I mark territory, I take risks, I make decisions. and these decisions can change lives. certainly mine.
and to think, for this and some latter day contributions, people respect me. funny how I got what I wanted. but it cuts deeper than this short story. it's about being individual, unique and different, we all are. I lead better than I follow, so I'll lead, be a leader, a pointman for your protection. you can feel secure with me up here, where the road divides and where booby traps lay. this is what I do. I clear mines, I mark territory, I take risks, I make decisions. and these decisions can change lives. certainly mine.
I am your servant, I am my servant, I can be generous and I can be heartless. I have
hurt and have been hurt. I know from the error of my ways which path to take, but sometimes I will choose another. I will occasionally look for danger and the eventual unknown. the choice is mine to make and mine alone, there is no gun to my head or knife at my back. I see the options the variables the possibilities. I take advantages and get taken advantage of. I am naive, I am sophisticated, I am competent, I am motivated. I am my favorite tool. I am flexible I am exacting, I am capable of making mistakes. I may lie to you but not to myself.
the raving ranting maniacle feature in this page is not meant to discourage, I just want you to know what this is all about.
that I see what is unseen and hear what is unheard. senses are alerted to deception and perpetration. In recon roles I have seen false pretense, I feel the need NOT to blow whistles, but even in your circles there are those elements around you that/who have caused you to doubt and question. to wonder about fraudulent activity, to be suspicious. to investigate, to uncover the truth, to BUST the crime.
I WILL scream on shit that is not correct, this will always be so. I look at the maneuver as a game of chess, a common analogy, certainly, but still quite accurate. If you know your own moves, you can then calculate and anticipate your opponents, and even your allies. this is good in situations when multiple tasking and quicktime reflexes are key.
this is also necessary when it comes to analysis and logistical support regarding personnel changes and infrastructure within the COMMAND HQ.
chances are you haven't been exposed to the devastation and the torture. the innocents have been saved from the visible evidences of this assault, and the civilians who find themselves in harms way approach the frontier with confidence and confusion. the positions of counter offensive take shape and the motorized units from PROJECT DRAGON will engage when laser finders have been RANGED. this INVASION is imminent.
do not think for a minute that I will relenquish this position. I have time in service and a need to know. I have undergone refresher training in jungle and survival efficiency and will headup the RAMA (reacquirement of modern arms) GROUP IV when the unit deploys this summer.
when I see myself in time, in perspective, I see a diverse work in progress, with layers of rust and polish. I have hoped only to inspire and motivate via my actions and lack of actions. just because the door is open, that doesn't mean you have to walk through it. inner strength comes from building confidence and self control. using this power can eliminate all exterior negatives and dispel fears.
the raving ranting maniacle feature in this page is not meant to discourage, I just want you to know what this is all about.
that I see what is unseen and hear what is unheard. senses are alerted to deception and perpetration. In recon roles I have seen false pretense, I feel the need NOT to blow whistles, but even in your circles there are those elements around you that/who have caused you to doubt and question. to wonder about fraudulent activity, to be suspicious. to investigate, to uncover the truth, to BUST the crime.
I WILL scream on shit that is not correct, this will always be so. I look at the maneuver as a game of chess, a common analogy, certainly, but still quite accurate. If you know your own moves, you can then calculate and anticipate your opponents, and even your allies. this is good in situations when multiple tasking and quicktime reflexes are key.
this is also necessary when it comes to analysis and logistical support regarding personnel changes and infrastructure within the COMMAND HQ.
chances are you haven't been exposed to the devastation and the torture. the innocents have been saved from the visible evidences of this assault, and the civilians who find themselves in harms way approach the frontier with confidence and confusion. the positions of counter offensive take shape and the motorized units from PROJECT DRAGON will engage when laser finders have been RANGED. this INVASION is imminent.
do not think for a minute that I will relenquish this position. I have time in service and a need to know. I have undergone refresher training in jungle and survival efficiency and will headup the RAMA (reacquirement of modern arms) GROUP IV when the unit deploys this summer.
when I see myself in time, in perspective, I see a diverse work in progress, with layers of rust and polish. I have hoped only to inspire and motivate via my actions and lack of actions. just because the door is open, that doesn't mean you have to walk through it. inner strength comes from building confidence and self control. using this power can eliminate all exterior negatives and dispel fears.
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F2T this is OREO COOKIE...do you copy...
this is F2T...go ahead OREO COOKIE
can you report "propaganda brief has been placed"
AFFIRMATIVE...OREO COOKIE...I just need to finish linking up..
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